I was up very early today. My house is a mess and there are so many empty spaces. I feel like I need to immediately place something there to replace my H things. He took most of his things but left a lot behind. He left all of our pictures together. I don't want to take them down. I love them and teh life we had. I tell myself that he's not coming back, but I keep hoping he'll change his mind. It hasn't even been 24hrs and I feel so lost and on the verge of tears!!!
I know this process is very hard and I'm in it for the long haul, but it just seems impossible right now.
