My girlfriends just left and now I find myself doing all those things he did for me. Checking the locks, turning off the lights... I miss him. But you are all correct, this is my time to find what makes me happy. For so long, my every action was to make sure he was good, healthy and whole. I never thought that I would ever b on my own. But as I sit here and type I realize that I my be physically alone but my soul is embraced by all of you who have felt my pain and will walk me through the process.
