I'm new here and need help

[FaithfulH]

HM - You are so right on! Work on yourself and you will be amazed at your ever increasing strength. Somebody suggested to me early on that I view this like I was preparing for an Olympic event....or the Superbowl...or whatever big thing works for you. If you realize that your family is at stake....you will be compelled to consider how you use your time to move your sitch forward. This does not mean obsess....rest/sleep are just as critical as reading, exercising, etc. Again, I am praying for you and your family....I believe your situation is VERY promising.