In an effort to focus more on my stuff, I've worked hard on yesterday's blog post. H still doesn't read it, so it's not for his 'approval': http://instepford.blogspot.com
AND.
On the phone last night while I was at work, I touched on the whole him-perhaps-leaving-town-for-a-job thing (I asked him to pray about it with me, he agreed, he hasn't. Very old pattern with him. Agree to, but no follow-thru):
I mentioned that I was praying about moving as a unit and whether or not we were supposed to, etc. Just a vague statement from me in a friendly tone, and said to him, I'm sure you've been praying about it too. What do you think/feel?
He said: I don't know ANYTHING. I really don't. I know we need to sit down and talk about how we feel about everything. And I said, Why don't we do that in front of C? and he AGREED immediately. I was very uplifted by that. I see C on Monday a.m., and will try to schedule a 2nd meeting with her for the 2 of us maybe Wednesday, but hopefully ASAP. I hung up very hopeful. No matter WHAT happens, the chance to ADDRESS things again makes me feel so much better. Thank you God.
Off to work again, hopefully with a chance to read the boards (although I'm always sad by the 'weekend slowdown' here. Quit GAL-ing and post so I'm not lonely! ha!)
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3
