Hello everyone. Well, I was SUPPOSE to be in Massachusettes from Thurs 2-15 to Monday 2-19. Drove 4 hrs out there Thurs AM. and had THE WORST stomach cramps and pains ever. It was coming out both ends w/ nothing in my stomach. It was SO bad! I wanted to go home the minute I got there! We emded up leaving 8:30AM Friday AM. On the MASS. TPK. I called my primary doctor hysterically crying. Telling her I shake, I tremble, I hurt, etc. She said "My dear, you are not only going through depression but you are having serious anxiety and panic attacks!" So now I am on LEXAPRO (AntiDepressant) AND CLONAZEPAM (Panic attack and seizure med) I swear by the clonazepam!!! Let me tell you. My body is so relaxed. I took 2 of these before my MRI last month. They are a generic Valium. And the Lexapro will help w/ the depression. Today my husband was being a JERK. Everyting (our daughter) this and (our daughter) that. He was being SO stupid. So I asked him to pick us up a pizza and he (at 1st) said no, he was busy, etc... So not 1/2 hr later my Nextel beeps. He wanted to know if he before he has to go change his clothes and help his friend w/ replacing a transmission, if he would like me to pick us up a pizza. I said sure! And he did. BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT. What did DUMMY me do. ::sigh:: OK ladies, beat me w/ the stick... I had sex w/ him. I showed him my new sexy lacy boy shorts and wowwowowowoowowie. Its always SO GOOD between us. And he said the possibly will come back later to spend the night, DOUBT IT, and we are going to breakfast together w/the kids. That might just happen. But we'll see. I am glad I came back home from MASS. Just too much, too fast and no ready for it. OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE - she tells me they are building/bought a house in Colorado. Just wonderful. Husband left, best friend moving across the country. SIGH. WISH ME LUCK LADIES. AS GOD AS MY WITNESS I AM PRAYING FOR ALL OF YOU TO GET WHATEVER IT IS BACK YOU WANT!!!!!!!!!! x x x x x x <<< LETS KEEP our fingers X'd. Off to Wal*Mart I go.
OK ladies, beat me w/ the stick... I had sex w/ him. I showed him my new sexy lacy boy shorts and wowwowowowoowowie. Its always SO GOOD between us. And he said the possibly will come back later to spend the night, DOUBT IT, and we are going to breakfast together w/the kids. That might just happen. But we'll see. I am glad I came back home from MASS. Just too much, too fast and no ready for it. OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE - she tells me they are building/bought a house in Colorado. Just wonderful. Husband left, best friend moving across the country. SIGH. WISH ME LUCK LADIES. AS GOD AS MY WITNESS I AM PRAYING FOR ALL OF YOU TO GET WHATEVER IT IS BACK YOU WANT!!!!!!!!!! 
x x x x x x <<< LETS KEEP our fingers X'd. Off to Wal*Mart I go.
