I am o'k (I think/hope). I am hurting but i am slowly starting to get my head back on but i have to mend my broken heart...started bagging up h's things this morning. will this be permanent? i don't know. i have to wait a little longer to be sure. i will be contacting a lawyer this week...i have to take care of myself & the kids...but for now, for whatever reason, i still have to stand for my marriage....i have not reached the point to where i am totally ready to let go...hopefully soon. please do not worry...sg
