Hey all, A bit of a backslide for my mom: got a throat infection and sinus problems. I think it is not too serious but she is DONE being sick. Bless her heart. She also does not want the assisted living crap – but who does. Shows what strong blood I have!
But it impacts my weekend with the kids. I cannot leave mom alone but I miss my kids. My W is going to see her mom, who is doing worse now, so I may let her take the kids with her. My mom told me not to bring the kids b/c she is sick but she also told me not to come either. No right or wrong here.
I feel very good overall. That is a nice feeling. Strong.
WCW: you are right on about W, I think. And I also believe that W does not want to face my mom b/c of what W is doing to me and the family and W also wants to distance herself.
FIB: I posted to you. Thanks for stopping by – you have your own to deal with. So that makes it special.
Neli – me, an inspiration?? Thanks so much for that.
Paul: Thanks for stopping by also. I have been following you since I joined but I fell asleep at the watch. I knew kids, but I did not know you had FOUR kids!!!! Hope you have a great time. And what you posted requires serious thought on my part. Is W still responding??
David: Our drama continues. But I just KNOW (how I do not know) that things will get better for us. I continue to admire your positive, I don’t give a sh*t attitude here. AND you met someone???? Excellent!!! I am not ready for that yet but just reading about it makes me so happy. Thanks.
Thanks everyone. Next steps:
Get my mom out of that hospital. Support my W with her mom as best I can. Embrace my emotions. Get a plan for the future. Love my kids. Support their mother. Live again.
