I hope that my H comes to his senses, but even if he doesn't I'm only 35, attractive, great personality and haven't had any children, and when I love~ I do so my all that I am. I know I am a great catch! (This is what I tell myself in the miror, every chance I get)
It sounds silly but for the past 3 weeks my soul has ached and with his departure tomorrow, I WANT TO BE OK!!! My girlfriends are coming over with champgne to toast my "different" life in the evening. Is it wierd that I'm a little excited about it? I made a wonderful home for him and I. And I'm fortunate enough to remain in the home. With all of our wonderful memories, our dog and a recently remodeled kitchen and bath. He is moving into a nice one bedroom condo. (we purchaed in 6/06 as an investment) But in the end he will be alone and I will have my home surrounded by those that love me and support me. My H has alienated all of our mutual friends. Even his mother is upset with his behavior.
getting a life... I am planning on taking an Adobe Element class. I love photoghraphy and creating special videos & slideshows from pictures and events. I am reconnecting with friends and making plans for weekend visits. Slowly my H will start to see and wonder what he left behind.
If there is OW, than I hope she is worth all he is losing. I can forgive him, but I would need him to make a true attempt to save our marriage. He is going to WANT me, more that he can ever imagine!!!
