I love how you get right to the heart of things. No fluffing it up with you. The visual you gave of your friend lying in the hospital bed and that it all comes down to that is so true. I guess for me the biggest problem is what to do with my life. I want to move on and do something. I just have to figure out what.
"So today I am trying to just get a grip on me and live as God would wish me to. I want to be in His service to others. I don't know what that means - but I do know that it does not mean sitting in a stupor doing nothing all day long."
This is where I am also. I just have to listen to Him and figure out what, when, where . . .
You sound like you are in a good place. It's good to see you posting.
Hugs, Sun
"Tell me what you plan to do with your one wild and precious life." Mary Oliver
