Yes you can but first let me get a good one in. I plan on not calling him at all. It's time he wants, so take it all of it. I will cry and miss him and write in my journal every time I feel that I need him.
I wish pushing him away was easy but once agian this morning he was in my bed at 5am. He wanted some S contact but no intercourse. I gave in and then felt terrible. He leaves tomorrow and I need him to go. This yoyo is killing me.
I am starting to GAL, tonight I will not be home. Not sure what I'm doing but I refuse to sit and wait for him!!!
