stating my want and not getting into the "let's analyze this" pit into which Ms.Hdog always wants to drag me down. I know there is nothing to be gained by going down there, and everything to lose. It is HER arena, not mine.
So, to sum up, I'm doing this because: 1. It is helping me reclaim my integrity, my sense of self, which I have abandoned or ignored for way too long. 2. It is an exercise in overcoming my fear of confrontation with her. 3. Her reactions to my statement give me information. 4. The information I gather from her reactions will help me decide what I need to do next.
