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we have been so busy. our s was cast int o a play last week, he had rehersal every night and then the play on fri and sat, it was a really hectic week. on the weekend h had planned on being out of town, he still went and I played super mom and got s to his play and hockey tournament. this week has been pretty busy as well. h and I put off valentines until tonight because I worked a double shift on the actual day. not expecting much.

feeling down today, frustrated with so many things, mostly stuff about me, can't seem to focus or get myself in order, and it is effecting my interactions with H. I feel like I have lost my center. need to find a way to get that back, maybe some meditation, I don't know.

i have been wanting to read the whole patience thread started by inpain, but haven't been able to motivate, i know i have some of those issues and that the advice in there would certainly help.

have to motivate the kids to go to school now, perhaps more later.