The anger continues...a large part of me has moved on...I am extraordinarily sad for my kids...and i won't deny I have many moments where I just start to cry about the loss. It feels just horrible...
Was in mediation this past Monday and I looked at W across the table...I had alternating emotions of wanting to vomit or ask her, how did it go bad this fast?
She still continues to attack me in when she is with the kids...I for the most part have but one emotion...that is, wondering if she's truly crazy or just temporarily insane.
Tonight she threatened me because I had stopped near her parents home because I had a client phone call...had to write down stuff...it's at the exit of our subdivision...she pulls up and starts accusing me of stalking her...she's all drama. I called her back and left a message telling her to get a life...and that she's welcome to talk to the client who heard half of her rant...
Oddly, not that long ago she called me, all nice and friendly...and wanted to talk about some feelings that she had...then asked how I was doing. Since then, cold as ice. Very strange woman. I'm hopeful this is over soon...
On a good note, I've met a nice woman...who, surprisingly, thinks I'm very attractive, funny and charming. Shocking...it sure is nice to spend time with someone that doesn't scream at you, berate you and tell you what a loser you are.
Hope you are hanging in there...we have a lot in common...I wish you well
My situation...
David Me-46, Ex-46, S-15, S-17, divorced after 20 years, she filed June '06 Mediated divorce in Feb. 07 50/50 custody
