You know this is what i said to myself in Nov. It worked for a while and I got a response from her that sent me spiraling down into pursuit again. I came here and it really centered me and put me back on my way. I was amazed how bad i got in just 2 days. But then again this path is winding and i don't know where the end is. All I know is if you go forward looking backward you just keep getting hurt. Whatever the outcome all of us in here get to grow and find ourselves. Muddle have you any advice for me? I do appreciate another perspective. Thanks and good luck