Ay, Ay Cap-i-tan!

I know. I think the best thing I could have done was to stop calling. I know that so many people tried to tell me that but as you know...we do what feels right at the time.

I won't call him. I will let him keep calling me. It actually feels good that he is calling me. It just shows me that he is thinking of me even if it is just to chat.

He was upset that his mom didn't call him yesterday, on his 30th birthday. But he knows that she is angry with him. I didn't say much about it, just that i hate being in the middle of this.

I will give more updates as they become available \:\) Oh, i have another session with the MC tonight. I have been going frequently just to get my thoughts out there.

So when is spring coming?!?!? I am so sick of this ice. I can deal with the snow but not the ice.


"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."