Just an update....just spent 20 minutes talking to H. I was picking up D4's glasses at the eye doctor and he called. I told you that I was leaving him alone. I have not called him. So anyways, we talked for 20 minutes. A little about this, a little about that...but NO R talk. When we ended the call, I said "So, I will talk to you later on?" and he said "Sounds good."
So give me a good slap because now I am thinking that the hope is alive and well and something is really going downhill with OW. I am glad...just worried that this will get me going again, just to drop me on my freaking butt all over again....I know, I know. Only believe half of what they say. But his attitude towards me and him calling me has really given me renewed hope. In the past, if I wouldn't call him, he would go days without talking to me. Now he is calling me everyday.
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."
