I've just been reading your post and I just want to say that your "small enough" prayer made me shed tears. It touched that place that is so hurt and torn. The place that knows that only God can make it better. I wish that I could feel a hug from Jesus in these dark moments of life. I have a very similar story as you and I truly feel the dissappointment that comes from finding out that your H isn't really any closer to feeling better about being together.
I just filed for my divorce since my H who had professed his desire to stay to keep the family together, was actually behind my back still communicating with OW. I guessed he hoped to stay until the kids were a little older and then he could leave and go to his"soulmate" BTW mine has been going on for over 2 yrs.
You know what tipped me off was spending 6+months seeing that he had trouble being really close and affectionate other than just having sex.
Oh well, what I pray for you is that your H really work at being obedient to God and let God fill him with the many blessings he has for those that do the right thing and trust in him.
