I don't have to be cold and I start to shake...are you trying to eat well?? very important...we need to keep our energy up...If you get sick who will take care of the kids?? your question to me about "forcing it?" I meant myself...I feel like I am taking no real joy in the D's...just going through the motions! It makes me feel awful.. I am on vacation next week and I am MAKING myself do fun things with them!! that is my most recent goal... I am still not used to not calling H and telling him about our days! Still wait for him to walk in the door....UGH that is the worst...two months today
