I think this is normal I get that way too. Have you seen your doctor about taking some thing? I take zoloft for anxiety. It really helps i'm not so emotional and think more clear. I was dead against meds but they help. I have one thing to be happy about he wasn't with the ow for V-day. I called his parents house to see if he could come over and help shovel the ice and snow he said yes and half hour later he was there. We didn't get much done because of the think ice but he came. He called me later twice, once to have me put salt on the ice and then to tell me he had a snow blower for me to have and that we would be over the next day to remove the ice and snow. I thought that was nice of him. I don't want to read to much into things and it not anything but him being nice. My heart hope he is really thinking about things and not rushing ending them.