Thanks for letting me know this is all normal. It helps in a really odd way! My feelings in no way dictate my life anymore, but I also don't fight my feelings either. They are real, they are valid; but they cannot rule my life.
I really do love my H, but I'm still healing. Probably will be for some time....
SD
Me: 40 H: 43 H had EA from 2/06-9/06 Bomb 5/06 Piecing since 9/2006 3/2008: Boundary setting 7/2009: Boundary crossing~dropped my own bomb. 8/2010: Marriage finally on track!