Do you know who your real H is, the one you looked at in the eyes, the day you said I do, the one you looked at in the eyes the day that Hannah was born.
the one in between all those years that said I love you and smiled and hugged you.
The person you saw and Christmas time, and the person that you see now, it the MLCer, they are many people in one. They have to have a mask on for everything, that is why they nap so much, they are so tired of living this way.
Now, today, it does not matter, who he is going to be.
When you start questioning all these things they do, and who they are, and who are they going to be, and are they coming over, are they with someone, are they lying to me, and so on.
Once you get into the panic mode of questioning, you are not detached enough sweet heart.
He said it was all an act on Christmas, oh who cares, let his say what he wanted. They need to hear themselves speak.
Enjoy the moments, let the crap they say roll off your back
easier said then done, hell yes.
I'm stuck in the funk, over what Puffy says, before it used to be for weeks, not i give it no more than 24 hours,
my friend Jack, and I discuss how much faster we jump back now.
You will too. I promise.
It is Vday today, and emotions are all over the place.
Focus a little more on you ok, you have to take care of your heart now sweetheart, your H is unable to take care of himself, let alone take care of your feelings.
Enjoy your daughter today
We have many more sweethearts in this world than we usually let ourselves believe we have.
(((((((((HUGS))))))))))
“Pray as though everything depended on God. Work as though everything depended on you.”
