I think thats the worst feeling, them wanting to be together, but they won't just come out and do it. When I think about it, it sickens me that she can be with someone else, but at the same time, not want to file right away for a divorce. When she wanted to marry me, it was done, we were planning the wedding even before I actually proposed to her.

But as I read earlier, its an adrenaline rush that they feel when they are with the OP. They feel that it's love, but it's purely a rush. When the rush is over, where does it leave them, confused, lonely, guilty, sad, ect.

I just hope they will come around and realize that it was a fantasy, and that everyone here is strong enough to let it be the past. If they don't, I feel there is no hope.


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bomb dropped 9-01-06,and repeating over and over
"I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be." Groucho Marx.