Thanks Theoden! Now I just need to find out what I like. Once he's out, I think I'll have a chance to clear my head. Today is our tax apt. We spent about an hour going through paperwork and even laughed a little. He retreated to his bedroom but was back in my bed bright and early to "cuddle" with me before work. I said nothing about our R or asked any questions. I just enjoyed the time together. I am going to miss him lying next to me so much.