I'm still at the stage where I cry out to God constantly when I'm on my own. I never thought it was possible for someone to feel such grief for so long but even now as I type I feel so.... I don't know I cant describe it in words. Its a kind of utter emptiness, a pain that wont go away. I just know it wont go away yet and it clouds my judgment in everything I do. Sometimes it drives me mad, sometimes to despair.
Its very hard living with her at the moment. She is opening up a little
Nick
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I don't know I cant describe it in words. Its a kind of utter emptiness, a pain that wont go away.
You describe it very well, and I think everyone on this board will relate to this pain, even now 3 years on, I feel it again today.
I just want to prepare you for the long haul.
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Its very hard living with her at the moment. She is opening up a little
And it will get worse before it gets better!
Do not make the same mistake as I have by analysing and hoping. It is very hard living with someone in MLC, the selfishness, childishness and down right rudeness. Then the moments of normality.
My wife is still darting into rooms, closing doors, generaly avoiding me and speaking in monotones. It is a veeeery long process.
I waited a long time, before I truly GAL, this I regret, there is a big wide world out there, embrace it while you wife is giving you the chance to.
Another thing I ask of you is, only when you have the luxury of HER wanting back in the relationship, then is the time to make demands. Any demands before she is ready will only push her away.
