the ironic thing is...when h is being overly physical with me it eases my worry....BUT then it doesn't as it creates a new bag of worms...why now is h suddenly so physical...has he been getting it elsewhere all along and now that he realizes he can't do that anymore is being that way with me...I don't know and would prefer to not think about it... LL who thinks to much about things she shouldn't think about!! time to close this thread as it has bad thoughts..moving to a new place...the long road home...can't garuntee all will be happy there but a new place is what I need!
