I'm sure there will be days when I have an issue or something to say, a major step, or an issue I'm having difficulty with...this is after all a new r and I cannot resort back to my old ways else h will resort to his (and that doesn't mean ow, it means neglecting me!) when I say I wont be posting much...I mean it seems there is not a whole lot to say right now...I am feeling more confident with each passing day in regard to h actually comming home and us having a very very rewarding r.. I don't want to bore you all with all the daily (nightly) details of how things are going...I remember what it was like when I was in the trenches searching through the board and came across people who were getting to cuddle with the once was...just know that there is hope for you...but sadly it usually comes to you once you reside to the fact that it wont.. LL