that's pretty much it...h has left some clothes here.. he joined me sat night to the casino with my friends...had a good time...this am I "let" him sleep in while I got up and attended to the kiddos...then woke him at 9:30 so I go shower and go off to use a gift certificate he had given me last year for christmas...a roman holiday at a spa...manicure, 1hr pedicure, 1 1/2 hr facial, hair, make up and lunch!! aaahhhhh the life... I fell asleep twice... h had called my cell at 5 is to see how I was enjoying the day...I finished up there called him he said no rush was just seeing how your day was going..so off I went to pick up one of dd's christmas presents..and then came home...h was very complimentative and then asked me to sit in front of the fire with him.... it being sunday he's off to watch a game with his bud...I assumed he'd not be comming home but he said he will...I still will not expect him just incase he gets to tired to drive up as his appartment is right there...h is....well I don't know...h is finally being a h...somebody pinch me...crapper that this all had to happen ow and all....I think I finally believe there was no pa..(ok so the thoughts creep in every once in a while, but the way I look at it now is oh well sweetie you may have had him for a bit but this man was is and always will be my man!! so nani nani poo poo!!!)
ok enough already....I won't be posting much for a while as it seems that there is not a whole lot to say other than h is being affectionate, physical, loving, considerate, playful, friendly, compasionate....and all those other things I thought he would never be to me... so those who read here...if you want to say hi please do..I still read everyday...If you want to ask any questions of me feel free...I am no pro dbr... but what I did worked...and know that it can work for you too!!
