Conflicted, here on the BB you seem like a basket case at times. Away from the comp you seem like you have your life in hand.
I am glad that you have all your stuff in one sock away from the comp.
I know you vent here, but it does seem desperate at times. And that is the concern many of us have. BTW Ian is right...even seeing a C will help you tons, we all walk the same shoes at first. I wouldn't recommend it if I hadn't done it.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
