How terrible is this though? I do not regret or hurt after having sex w/ him. Its hard to explain. What I hate is him not being here. Loving me. It hurts so bad. OMG this is the same pain I had when I gave birth to my stillborn son. I feel so empty, so alone, so lost. I do not know for a 100% fact that he did have an affair on me, but I do not let me guard or armour down that he isn't. I mean he is HOMELESS and lives out of his car, sleeping on his mothers couch. I offered him to stay here and no strings attached and he tells people "I need to find a place to live" WTF??? WHAT am I doing wrong? What on EARTH can I do to make him come back? Anyone can email me anytime they want, CheriBerry30@aol.com. Please someone help me
