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[hannahsmom]

Thanks - I actually had a decent weekend - I spent the whole morning Saturday psyching myself up to living in the moment and trying to focus on whats right with my life - It really helped me be positive the whole weekend

Saturday my H was talking about a funny situation at work - like a normal light hearted conversation we've had many times over - on a chance I asked him if he wanted to go to the mall shopping Sun for D's birthday gifts - he agreed and I said - great and then KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT - was very non commital and not over exhuberant
didnt mention it again
Sunday after he woke up - he said so what time are we going to go today - baby steps baby steps - I just kept that in my head the whole day
it was not easy - I wanted to talk R all day - at one point I took a walk to the ladies room to stop myself from saying something I should not
we had a very pleasant time - I know that coming here last week spurred me on to do a good job DBing this weekend - so to all of you thanks

and also - I am unemployed at the moment - and I got a call today from a job prospect - so its a good day even today as well !

Take care everyone - you are all in my thoughts !!
HMOM