Hi Ladies, Let me tell you Hope, Rosey, Mom, etc. You all are so brave. My husband left me the beg. of Jan 2007. He has been talking a/ this bimbo who is 8 yrs younger than him, a 9th grade drop out, flips burgers @ Arby's, is a wh*re and she used to be his bestfriends fiance. We all used to hang out together till I found out the both were trouble makers w/ no lives and no goals. He says shes just a "friend" yeah right. He says she is just someone to talk to, yeah right. It KILLS me to know that my husband is possibly cheating on me. He has no where to stay right now, tells people he has no place to stay, and I offered him to live here but no ties and sleep in the other bedroom. He declines. I am in SO MUCH PAIN, SO MUCH HURT, I shake, I tremble, I hurt so bad for him to tell me he loves me. He TOO has told me I am not in love w/ you anymore, I can't stand you, It's over in 1 breathe and Im confused in another. He tells me this is why we are done with and never will be together again. Dear GOD I cry EVERY day.My poor kids are so hurt, I am so hurt, even my chihuahuas are hurt. When he comes here to see the kids everything is kind of OK, but he has the WORST and most JEALOUS "friends" putting crap in his head. I love this man w/ all my heart and soul. Our anniversary is in 3 days. Valentines is in 2 days. I HURT so BAD! HOOOOOOOOOOW do you make it STOP? How the heck do you get through this? I feel so betrayed and lost. But stupid me keeps initiating sex. DUMMY DUMMY DUMMY. I feel like my poor kids are going through this and there is nothing I can do. I hate myself.
