LL,

Glad you shared with your H about the frustration. I am sure it felt good. IMHO, this is great since both you and your H can share those inner feelings you have expressed on this BB, without resorting to angny or bitterness. It also sounds like that your H has been receptive to your feelings as well, as he has always been.

It is a great step forward, Jen. If you look this way, I am sure you would feel better as days go by.

Good luck and keep up your positive attitude. I am really happy for you...

Chuck