thanks si maybe i should just percieve h as a no alcholic bev then that way if I do drink I wont fall down and get stupid!! LOL!!
anyway most of what I said in my post today I said to h last night.... he slept on the couch....this am I came down with dd...h stayed sleeping... son woke and came down... h stayed sleeping...eventually when I got up to get breakfast for kiddos h got up.. made my tea (is he loopy) and then went and took a shower in the basement (after retreaving his travel bag from the garage...could he have left it there instead of the back hall so i wouldn't have to look at it?) then kissed son d and I good bye... bonkers...then he called at about 10 30 to let me know he had so far come up with one ticket to sun game for our friends and is looking for the other.... ok said he'd call later... ok...
h calls again at 3 15 I am on porch (kids are napping ahhh at same time never happens) so I don't bother to get the phone... no message... h calls again 2 min later... I answer.... just letting me know he will be here about 5 I say ok s took nap so he should be in better mood than last night...that is good... h questions if his timing of arrival will be keeping me from anything... no says I if you are here at 5 is good for me...ok then... bye..h was cold and angry. I am going to the 7pm showing of "the ring" with a friend... did not tell h nor will he ask... i will just go... would like to just leave when he gets here but we'll see about the kiddos at the time.. it is too cold for d to be outside... if h wants to chop some wood and let s play in the snow then I will hang for a bit til 6 in the house with d. I am annoyed... don't know what I am to be doing... this is about h and his descision... I can't make it for him but I can only be open to this for so long. LL
