LL-your life is almost the same as mine, and I am comig to the same conclusions as you are. I am tired of waiting for someone who says he loves me but is not commited tome. WHO deserves that??? We deserve so much more than what we get-they throw us crumbs and we jump at them. It's pitiful acutally to let ourselves be treated in this way. They do it because we let them. We are afraid to let go. Let go of what. What do we have?? MEn who are afraid to commt and are afraid to leave. I ,like you WANT to be leoved and cherished. Who doesn't? Whats wrong with that? I feel so much like you right now. I do not want to live like this. I don;t know how muc longer I will take it. There is too much out there to have to live liek this. Rachael
