LL, tired of waiting tired of waiting for you. A catchy toon. I dont think you have the music in your ears yet. You are still so tuned into his life that even if you do get him back it may not last. You have to hear the music playing for you. You need to start setting the boundries. Sunday football every weekend that is the first thing to go, sleeping 5 nights and leaving for 2. I see boundries all over the place being left unattended. If you are deciding to cut him off the sex then it really is over. If you dont want him as your h that is the best way to get rid of him.
I would love to have that man of your dreams that you described. He is out there my girlfriend has one. He is wonderful, just adores her. Would give her the skin off her back if she needed it. As wonderful as it is, it does come with many strings attached.
My H bag sat at the door for a very longtime, I didnt like it either. You have to try and understand that he still adores you and is more needy of you then you are of him. He is watching you and waiting for your direction. What do you want out of this relationship? What do you want? Dont accept anything less.
