ok well I spent to much time at the puter last night.... didn't intend to... had lit a fire and was going to read but in checking in here ended up in an im with a friend... at about 11 went to enjoy the fire i had lit and peeked at the game a flipped a few channels as it was to late to read.. was annoyed at the fact that h hadn't bothered to call again at least to say goodnight but shouldn't expect anything and just went to sleep at 11 30... I was awoken by the phone at 12 30am... h calling to say good night...
I'll admit that did make me feel better and I thanked him for calling...
what h doesn't realize is how pittifully easy it is to please me... call me...for no reason.. whatever the time...let me know that you are thinking of me... hey call my cell even if I am out with my friends... it will not be taken as you invading my space it will be taken as you missing me... some of these things I have communicated to h and he seems to be obliging at times but then he is also the type to not do things right away when you ask because then it doesn't seem as good cause you asked....
I don't know... it is 935 and h still hasn't called.... could be he is still asleep or could be he is busy... I may go to the movies tonight with a gf who is feeling down.. but also don't want to be rude to h... but then again h is the one who doesn't know what he wants and perhaps if what he kinda wants isn't sitting around when he gets here he'll have more to think about.
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sheeesh.... seems like while i'm posting about the fact that h hasn't called is typically when he calls!!
