You're right, again!!!I guess I see your h spending nights, touching, etc...the physical part is what I need too, but that should not be the foundation to a happy m.I think if my h is hurt by my mistrust for him, it is going to take time for him to feel these things again, if ever. When we were out last night, he hugged some people, and I just ache for the same. Petty I know to want that part too.I should be thankful for where I am in this r, it seems to be more positive than realize. I saw a quote the other day and it said"want what you have" Kinda weird, but it makes a statement.Take care, my prayers will include you tonight. Sue
