I am going to give it my best. I am setting him free but will be there for him to lean on. After he moves out, we agreed to not talk for about two weeks and give each other a little break. I'm scared to lose him but at this point I already feel as if I have.
I wish there was somewhere local (San Francisco Bay area) where a group like ours could just get together. I have friends but they want me to move on and leave him behind. They don't understand why I would want him back after the way he's been treating me. I need to find out what things bring me laughter and joy????