LL, I don't know what to say, so I wom't say much. I feel for your pain and anger. I wish I had half of what you have right now,so for me to understand, I can't. I have not been at this for as long as you have, I have not been hurt like you have, so I will not judge you for your feelings)lord knows I have done that enough in my life)I wish peace and closure for you, whatever that may be to make you happy and alive again. Sue Peace
