W called me on the phone last night to see if I would watch S6 Friday night into Saturday afternoon. I told her it would be my pleasure and that I had a surprise for him which is really a toy I wanted to play with myself (Air hogs Remote Control Plane)! Cool stuff, we crashed last one into a tall tree and couldn't get it out without risking bodily injury. I might attempt the climb in the springtime if wind/snow storm doesn't bring it down by then. Lesson... Don't give a 6 yr old control around trees.
Anyway, W corners me into a R talk. Starts out nice and sweet, sometimes I miss you, sometimes I miss our family, etc., then halfway through the conversation says we are like oil and water and that she sometimes wants to punch me in the face. Of course she said it with a half laugh, but I could tell she really still felt that way. I told her after 14 months of separation that I had hoped her anger would have subsided by now, not that I totally understand her anger in the first place. She said the Doctor took her off her AD's last week and it was making her anxious, angry and impatient again. She's been on them now for about 8 months. God have mercy on her co-workers, they have to be around her more than me. Not sure why Doctor took her off of them, but I'm back to being the punching bag. I ended the call by wishing her a good night.
When does this anger subside? After all this time, I can't understand what is still driving it. It really eats at her. She's angry at her work situation, her family sometimes, and of course, me all the time.
"It is curious that physical courage should be so common in the world and moral courage so rare." -Mark Twain
