You got it, friend. I am so sorry. Love is loooooooooooong suffering, isn't it?
This new chapter of our lives is so fraught with ups and downs, it makes me seasick.
Yes, I wrote that post about my H on the blog. No, he's not read any of my 'good' posts. He's not read the blog in almost 2 weeks, since the 'bad' ones. Of course. And I've been tempted to send him links to the blog twice this week (see! see! I'm writing nice stuff about you!), but that seems like forcing the hand, so I wait and hope he'll revisit on his own?
Hang on my friend. It is so hard some days. And Vday is going to suck. I scheduled myself to work that night, so I would not be around moping. No expectations of that day (I'm just postponing my expectations really; holding out hope for April - birthday/anniversary - and when that rolls by w/out The Love, I'll reset my date. That's how I roll, yo.)
Be back later today to check on you. C appt. today - woo! - haven't met with her since the comment about giving up she gave me, so we'll hopefully clarify.
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3
