your on a roller coaster, this is going to happen. Thats why all the advice you get,take in and react. Your emotions will show when you inter act with him. If your sad you will show it and that doesn't portray a good picture to him. When you are happy, it shows a positive attitude and he will be a little leary about why.
For example: My wife can't figure out why I'm happy, she only assumes and it drives her crazy. She just called me and asked what I meant by her not controlling my happiness. I told her when we talk, if she's short I get depressed and it affects everyone around me. If we talk well, I am happy and feel good. I told her I can't do it anymore, I will be happy all the time and I think it drives her crazy. She is miserable, and stressed, I am positive and upbeat. Oh well, you make your own happiness, and cause your own sadness. Don't let it affect your interactions with your H. BE positive and happy.
M-31 W-25 S-1 1/2 bomb dropped 9-01-06,and repeating over and over "I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be." Groucho Marx.
