Heywyre, It does sound like you have some special challenges at this time. If you're dealing with chronic pain issues, that adds another stressor to your mix.
Moving to a new area is another stressor. I'm not sure how you feel about living in a rural area. Five months is still pretty new. I hope you are able to find ways to connect to people.
It's also tough because of the R issues.
It does sound like you're trying to cope as well as you can.
CL
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