Still pushing onwards!

[whatisis]

Hooray! She's gone out. Why is it that I love this woman again? It sure ain't for the sparkling, positive personality! It must be...OK, I give up! Maybe I'll remember in the morning.

[osu43130]

I ask myself the same question about CB. However I don't know if I will ever figure out why I still love her after all of the sh!t that she has put me through. All I know is that I still love her with all of my heart.

Now back to hating her....

[stubborn]

it's an epidemic. I was just thinking "and WHY do I WANT this to work?" I do love her, but she is slowly but surely grinding all my goodness right into the mud.

Whatsis, what time can we start our sleepover? My D7 would do very well with your D9! Actually I am going out as D7 is off with "grandma". My spouse is out as well. Just one big happy family.

[Heywyre]

We're suckers for punishment?

[~Sol]

I have to go with Heywyre on this one! At least I feel like a sucker for punishment!

Last night I was just feeling bad about all the resentment that I had built up recently with my W, and I just wanted to hug her and give her some TLC. Well, for the moment I am holding back on any stupid remarks that may come out of my mouth and I'm just showing her how much I care for her. I gave her a shoulder and back rub when she mentioned her back was in pain, and she said she needed a rub. This worked to prevent any type of backlashing she might start up and I didn't want to start my day that way, but just enjoy it.

Still, her evil twin comes out from time to time and I just want to hide in the closet. I'm also relieved when she leaves, and feel like I can breathe.

Good of you to hold back any hurtful remarks whatisis!

[osu43130]

How is my energetic Canadian Friend today?

Just checkin in on you brother...

[whatisis]

Sorry guys, I didn't want to start a "poor me" session! Bottom line is, I can choose to stay or leave, I'm not a hostage. I have choice! I'm not saying either choice is the ideal but that is called life, I think. We play the cards we're dealt and do the best we can for ourselves, our S's and our kids. Today is another day. I'm having dinner with my best friend tonight, I'm looking forward to that. W also had a good,long nights sleep which usually puts her in a better frame of mind (what's left of it! OK, that was mean ). Gotta go, thanks for dropping by everyone.

[whatisis]

Hey everyone, I've been thinking about what to do for Valentine's Day. I decided to write a poem for the occassion.
How do you like it?

My Valentine Gift To You

For this special occasion
I knew not what to do
What would be appropriate
Something just for you

Then it dawned upon me
It must be something new
An idea I'd never tried before
And done only by a few

I wrote down things to ponder
Ideas to surprise you so
I put them in a binder
Until I heard you go

Then suddenly it hit me
A gift not found at the mall
Something so very original
I'd give you nothing at all!

So enjoy this special gift I give
It's something just for you
Now I must start thinking
Of next year, what to do?

Is it a keeper?

[benwa]

Hey its great! In fact its exactly what I planned on doing just without the poem or the effort or the thought.

[osu43130]

Keeper. I really like this one brother...