This has been a VERY long week for me. Seems I have been down all week, no matter how hard I have tried to get out of the slump. Last weekend was a total write-off. H spent most of his time with his male friend, how wasn't feeling well; I had trouble with my computer all weekend and was ticked at that because I need it for work; we didn't get to talk to the C on Monday (which I was looking forward to) and then H worked nights and me days so we didn't get to spend any "talk time" together. So, needless to say, I am feeling a little stressed right now.
I need to vent but I don't want to take it out on H so I'm here. However, I do have to figure out how to quietly express my emotions to H too.
One positive I have is H is reading some of the books I have brought home from the library and one of them being the "7 levels of intimacy" (which we have a MAJOR problem with in our M) so that thrills me to bits. He even said he is finding it to be the most interesting one and got me to renew it because he said he would like to take some time to "absorb it" - baby step right?
Heywyre
M - 57 H - 65 1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02 2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06 together 21 years *************************** Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)
and got me to renew it because he said he would like to take some time to "absorb it" - baby step right?
