I'm sorry you have to be here, but you are among friends. I know that you feel bad now, but in my thread the responses I got from these people has made a lot of sense. Take a look and read what muddle's had to say about keeping myself happy. Just keep reading books, DR, articles on this web site, and don't give up. Its baby steps, and It's going to take a while to get to where you want to be. Go out have a good time, force yourself to, You have to. take care
M-31 W-25 S-1 1/2 bomb dropped 9-01-06,and repeating over and over "I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be." Groucho Marx.
