Matilda, It certainly is a positive that your H asked you out to dinner this past week.
Is the class you're referring to the boating class? How did that go?
I can understand your disappointment that the evening didn't turn out the way you had hoped, or that your H didn't pursue you. However, please don't dwell on those thoughts/feelings. It's a challenge to counter the thoughts/feelings associated with having distance in a M, but it's our best option. Otherwise, we become dependent on their actions for reassurance.
Work on gratitude for the positives you currently have in your M and life. Gravitate towards activities that you enjoy, and find meaningful. Take breaks from responsibilities.
You seem to be increasing your awareness of thoughts/behaviors that get you into trouble. That is a sign of good changes on the horizon.
CL
CL 53 W 54 M 20 yrs. 03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL 10-14' Piecing
"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."
