Hi All,
Thank you so much for keeping track of me, I really appreciate it. I love this board, I really do, but sometimes I let it influence my actions and I do things that are not right for me and my sitch. I haven'e heard of Dave Ramsey but I will check it out. As far as our money sitch it really boils down to earning more and spending less. I have increased my hours to six days/nights a week. While I definitely don't like being away from my family so much it is something that I must do at this time to increase our income.

Yes, H would like everything swept under the rug I guess but until I am approachable he will never "talk" to me about what has been going on the past year. I want to feel good every day, I am so done being angry, sad and bitter; it literally makes me sick. 2007 is all about me now! Ever since we had kids I have always put myself last; while I thought that was what as Mom was supposed to do I now realize it is wrong cause if Mom is not happy, no one is happy.