COG, Yes Suits post helped me tremendously and all the others who have responded to your honesty in answering my question. I feel blessed, thank you again sooooooo much for your honesty. It has truly made a huge impact on me,, just even in our phone conversations I have lightened up soooo much ( I can just feel it) with my H and I am hoping this time I can really touch his heart and over time help heal the pain I have caused from not giving him what he needed,,, FEAR took over and it just devoured me. God bless you again sweetie you are one incredible human being. God bless...Ali
