Need advice on OP visit! Crisis point?

[jamespb75]

I know how you feel, but if you are committed to Dbing then You can't view it as being taken for granted, just that we are in a war to the end and we have to sacrafice to win. I am paying 80% of the bills at my house and living with my parents because I can't afford an apt. She doesn't make crap and lives in our house. I feel taken advantage, she is the one who thinks she has found a better mate. Well I feel the anger because all I want to do is punch something(i don't want to break my hand) But I pray to God that he can lead her down the path to reality and show her the way back to my heart. Good luck my friend, We are all praying for each other.